#ilovemyfamily

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Letting go of expectations.

Missing memories with my mom, my sons brothers, my son’s mother. Grieving the loss of achieving what I thought I would because of the roadblocks.

So many transitions – daughter growing up too fast, relationship w my mom, career challenges, uncertainty of my relationship w my boyfriend.

Truthfully, I’m grieving myself. For the past couple of years, I’ve been battling with the grief of the person I was before. His mistakes, my mistakes, the understanding of it all; the weight and the magnitude of it all. It hurt because I felt what could be lost if it was shared. While withholding it …

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Alexia’moving out which my mother e helped her do behind my back. Losing regular connection with her. Mike working more and eeking me out of his Life

Loss of a spouse. Loss

my dog my old friends my quiet time

Life before motherhood

The loss of my business. The loss of the idea i would be married and have kids by 40. The loss of my ability to be financially independent during by business closing. The loss of myself and sense of identity over the past few years.

Loss of a relationship that I hoped would lead to marriage.

Loss of Peace and love

Staff, funds, vibrant relationship

Moving away from all things I know to be stable – job, community, family.

Mom’s death

I am grieving my fears. A relationship that I thought was forever. Unaccomplished goals. Loved ones. Poor mental health. Things that I cannot control. Seeking acceptance from others.

Forgiving myself, my ex husband No love for myself No self esteem Loss of a marriage

Infertility