#ilovemyfamily

Loss of two grandparents and uncle

I’m grieving what I imagine my life would have been like at this time on life. I grieve not being married, not having kids, being single and 42 years old.

Connection with work and friends that have become family. The loss of that connection or feel of connection.

Sons physical and mental health

A dream deferred

The loss of relationship with Emma Lily Mason and Sophie

Grieving a miscarriage

The loss of my grandma

loneliness, distance from old friends, shady people family loss,

Job opportunity, church, and community with friends during COVID,

I’m grieving a miscarriage that I experienced this month. I’m grieving friendships.

Life as I thought it was supposed to be

The loss of two babies. Struggling with infertility for almost 2 years. I desperately want to grow our family but it hasn’t happened for us yet.

Recently found out I’m pregnant, I’m grieving my “normal” life now that it will all change. I’m scared and nervous but I know God is on my side through. That’s the only thing keeping my peace recently